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with arms wide open
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Mademoiselle

MAVIS
14+

single
26/1/93
aquarius
christian
i LOVE handsome, cute, and sexy guys! wee hee .. who doesnt... i LOVE GUYS WHO PLAY THE GUITAR OR VOLIN OR PIANO! WOOTS!

G.G.A.H woots!

gay guys are freaking hot!

relations of me
elegance of my life

chloe
jean
jia han
joline
joyce hui
lynette
melanie lau
nichola
nurul
penguin(chang)
charlene
rie
sahidah
samantha
veneetha
vivienne

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speak of the mind


Saturday, September 29, 2007


fancy typing at an hour like this, i dont feel like sleeping.

oh using maria laptop haha so fun! we're tapping.

really cant wait for exams to be over.

cause after it i am going to attend to things i should have long time ago

oh! anyone knows where to print tees. i haven print the class tee yet gosh i feel really really bad.

help me please!!!!

oh st.margs went on newspaper today, mrs subra, mrs tay, mr chua,mr koh, mrs tan and the top girl was on it. i bet they would announce it on monday.

anyway!need to study yady,

because if i dont, i will 100% regret it.

OKAY tmr got cell at 12.

should i wear it? heheh still pondering =D

oh i cant wait to do nice photoshopped pictures. after i master it hahaha

oh just want to say typing on myra's laptop just feels so good!
:)




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Thursday, September 27, 2007


i ought to be studying, but cant think of what to study for english? i left my vocab file back in 2e3's steel cabinet? some one slap me in the face. i am so distracted yet once again.

i cant put my mind straight to do something.

i think,
i used to be a much more carefree person.

well what can you say.

OH its momma birthday today,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!

hm going dinner today i guess... terraaa to studying for english.. well i don't noe what to do too.

oh Sunday we celebrated moon cake festival. the traditional carrying of lanterns and moon cake testing still stays the same, just that, this year, lesser people. well i think its so sad, lesser and lesser of my cousins are coming over. its usually like these time of the year which we all gather. maybe most came, but it still feels different. there isn't the numbers. well we still had fun! we took lots of pictures, when jia jia (cousin) sends the photos, i shall upload it.(:

oh todays chinese paper.. was not good not bad,
because paper 1 is okay, counted easy
paper 2? kns. HAI
dont noe what tian shi dont know what qing something one. hah. die la.

actually i got lots of things to say
but its just, when i want to write, i cant go online, because i am studying, then when i can, i just get so stuck.

so most of the time, u see on my blog, is what i am thinking at the point of time. the rest is nothing.

i felt the tears gather,
as i smiled,
because i know it was all fake
i cover my mouth,
to shield this fact.
i feel,
silenced.

the colour you are looking at is the 2 new markers i just bought!
(; haha. just being random!(:

blue is probably the new colour

thanks charlene, for the chocolate(:




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Saturday, September 22, 2007


DEAR READERS,




=D

i wasted time doing this today, although its like kinda crappy

i just had to do it.
i hadn't touched photoshop!

(:

okay. i better start studying for the day.

TEERRR RAAA!!

PS. THESE FEW DAYS ARE FREAKING HOT!!!



guilt ridden,
MAVIS




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i just cant say how much i wish not too
but i am on the verge of giving up
i hope you dont get the wrong idea
gosh,
i think i am too friendly
far too friendly
that you would react this way

would you tell me that i am wrong?
smile to me
"its all a misunderstanding, i hope u'll understand"
i'll gladly as yes.
BUT
isn't being friendly a good thing?
well probably not.
i guess from now on
to all other people i am going to know,
you will never get that friendliness i have for you
because experiences told me to do so.
too bad for not knowing me earlier.
the voice has told me to stop
and i shall do so because i trust it.
it includes anyone and everyone,
because life is so unpredictable.
until the day i am released from this predicament
i'll say my final words to you..
and off you go,
await for that day,
if you want
because i dont know when it will be back.

i feel sorry for myself that i'll never be the same old me.

i'll dislike you for this.




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Thursday, September 20, 2007


HAH! I GOT A BIG ANNOUNCEMENT TO MAKE!
YAN RU IS OFFICALLY HOPELESS,
yes,
HOPELESS
IN MATHS.

LET ME TELL YOU WHY,
the question is to solve the equation,
FIRST, she will EXPAND,
THEN she will SIMPLIFY it BACK to the ORIGINAL.
yes, EXPAND then SIMPLIFY.

thats not all,

she does the guess and check method for the algebric expression, it goes something like this:

65-18x-x(squared)
=0

she does the cross the table thingo.
and gets,

(x-13)(x-5)=0

the next step is to do this

x=13 or x=5

correct?

but she, apparently only did one, yes the 13 one, and yes. you have to chose one right? so in order to do so, you have to?
eliminate.

in the question, it shows a rectangle, 10 by 8
so they show u another shaded rectangle in the big rectangle and lengths between the shaded and big rectangle is x, on both sides.

SO APPARENTLY, yo will obviously eliminate 13 right?

but yanru, keeps insisting that 13 is correct. and she says theres no other answer.

yes, so now u see when u dont know your work well, this is what happens.

WE ENDED UP LAUGHING FOR LIKE 15 WHOLE MINUTES!!! haha((:

okay then after that, we went to buy other school papers. like... 12 different schools? yes they aunty cut price to 22 first then i tink she see us so cute and pretty she give somemore discount hahah!!! to 21. -.- yes its still a dollar eh? CAN GO A DOLLAR SHOP TO BUY STUFF!! hahahaa actually we were thinking of photocopying it. again. but then decided not to, and just be hardworking and do it on foolscap. (: actually i never really got how FOOLSCAP IS SPELT, issit correct? hah! i dont know, i used to spell it as fullscap, still i dont know.

OKAY CHANGE TOPIC,

yes.. ERRR only thing on my mind now is exams, and i still got projects to do. good luck to me (: NEXT WEEK,


THE BATTLE STARTS




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Tuesday, September 18, 2007


I STUDIED TODAY! i am SO PROUD OF MYSELF!!! YAY!! congratulate me!

MY FATHER IS JEALOUS HAHA! because i said my mom was so nice so FUNNY.

HAR-HAR

OH ANYWAY, i found out lots of my family history today.
hakkas are actually very poor people! we are like the people without homes, so we move from places to places, like the chinese, they call us the KE JIA REN (direct translation: guest) becasue when we go to places like these, the people call us guest. so they call call and we got this name! okay all this is told by my dad. so wrong info cant blame. YES YES. I WANT TO TRACE BACK MY ANCESTORS. SO COOL RIGHT!!((: haha influenced by mrs tay and he wonder family stories. actually theres more to mine. but P & C.

SO HAPPY a crisis which was for a day, ENDED. YAY!

okay back to mugging. BYEBYE!!





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Sunday, September 16, 2007


IF a fire was to burn in my hands
i would close my palms

to extinguish it

because i know that's the right thing to do

even if its gonna hurt

the last thing i would do

is to save that burning fire.

i may cry over the pain and scars

but at least i saved myself from more of it.




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Thursday, September 13, 2007


stupid week.. it feels so long, dont feel like 1st week of school. haha but i got lots of free periods! hahhaa((: yay! although it was because ms shen was sick. and well she still is. ANYWAY GET WELL SOON MISS SHEN, you need your health(: more lit papers to mark already. FINALS ARE COMING.

EARTHQUAKES ARE SO OFTEN NOW? like everyday also have? omg i pray hard it wont affect singapore. BECAUSE IF IT DOES, EXAMS POSTPONE, MEANS LATE HOLIS! NONO I DONT WANT! i want EARLY EARLY HOLIS(: then next year hor, we got head start then the next next year got O's so must ENJOY NOW. WHILE I , YOU CAN(: haha. but everybody pray for indonesia issit? ahah sry dont noe much so cant say much(:

phew, its finally over, HOME ECONS. haha we still gave late in the end, because thursday, we were at the library edit edit till 5! librarian say cannot alr. so chase us out. HAI. then sarah and i just left a note at ms yati pigeon hole with mee mee and vivenne.

okays. today then we received our art project which is like due in 2 weeks, when others got more time? then, other classes got like 3, 4 weeks?? hai because of our art lessons being disrupted. HAI.

TODAY i went to library with vee after our late lunch, then we also nv do our work, end up talking so much.. haha the other school st.nicks and acs so nosiy, walk here walk there. somemore we sat at the corridor. so yup in the path between their tables.

ATIQA. PANG SEH ME AGAIN! TODAY- 15/9/07!
whatsmore when i rush to ps then u call me on the way.
U OWE ME SUSHI DINNER. HOHO.(:

oh now all muslims are fasting right? good luck! i am doing it with u all too. in school only, for atiqa and nurul. it helps us to save money(:

okays i'll stop here, till then, we'll see each other.
its time for me to confess

that not having you is weird

u not there to talk and disturb

where those lame msgs u sent to me

we were so close

but for that past few days

you're like a million miles away

i hope you will recover soon

and be that old cheery you(:

i'll always miss that

i love you 'old' friend

and thats all it will stay as.




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Saturday, September 08, 2007








YAY! WE GOT SECOND!!!!

CONGRATS TO NATASHA GROUP WHO GOT FIRST!(:

amazing isnt it? WE WON!!!!!

YAY!!

okay. anyway yesterday... we took photos again! WEEE HAHAA okay i show u!

YUNYE! my gay partner
mee mee ahhaa random shots
NURUL!
natasha. another one!
thanks to my bad skills i only took lynette yay! going to eat !
i visited the toilets many times to tie my hair! haha bimbo
i was playing with the glass jelly drink.
nurul funny shot
joyce!


while walking back
haha we just love to jump. my camera has a weird green..
TAU PEH! waiting for the results
the groups
lynette with our trophy
CAPTAIN MINIPANTS
VICTORIOUS hoho!
happylappy back to sch
yup yup!

yes, today, busy day first i met yanru at 11 something. okay i was late by a bit! hmm then we did peer tutoring. but most of the time was me doing the work so shit right! haha i feel so bad! okay nvm then i taught her. she corrected me too! haha i wrote the formula for circle to be sphere. I AM SO BEHIND WORK DAMN IT.

okay then we went to shop shop walk walk. at novena, we went to see bags and dumbbells.. how u spell it? yup 1 kg for $5! and then got this weird restaurant guy, said he like noe me, i his friend friend something.. then ask if i m in poly not! hahhaa. sso creepy. then he asked for my number! haha. SO AHH!!

then we headed for orchard! and atiqa saw a moth. haha. yup a moth. but i haven met her yet. YANRU and i went to forever 21! so many nice jackets and stuff i want to buy! hahaa BROKE BROKE BROKE. yup yup. then like me and yanru got lots of stuff we wanna buy. ahhaa i tink add up got 200? yup yup

then we met atiqa while we were buying famous amos. haha. stupid. okay nvm shall not talk about her. then we went to.. the toy shop upstair got the like musical box thing? where u turn turn got sound one. hahaa so fun then we keep on playing. the guy at the counter like say to his other friend. 'wah they still playing ah' hah then atiqa and i hurry left the place. ahahaa... yup!

okay i dont noe but i just keep on saying YUP. haha yup yup!

then.. yanru left, atiqa and i went to fareast, she met cass, i was there waiting for VANESSA AND JOLINE. they will walk all the way to where? SOMERSET. then walk back to tangs. haha i had to go pick them up.. so bimbo la. haiyo go fareast also dont noe where.. OH OH when we were at fareast waiting for them fro 20 min, this guy, came up and asked if i could lend him my phone? like what the... i said my phone prepaid cannot. ahhaa. then he walked away, and strangely, he didnt ask anyone else.

ya okay after we picked them we walked around. we got so bored we went to look for jasmine because she was doing her hair. then we pass this shop, the person look like her i GO WAVE! OMG LA so embarassing! haha.. then after that i just brought them around like some tour guide, i saw shoes i want to buy.. haha again! then they all got so bored. we went back up again and found jasmine.

la la la then we went to eat! eat alr... went to take neoprints! like jasmine was so amused by what neoprint machine can do nowadays! haha hmm then we went to the hair accessories shop. haha play here play there. then to SWEET TALK. then we talk talk. talk about having a chalet! YAY! haha yup yup!

yup then i went home alr. nth much.


I HAD AN INTERESTING DAY!


actually i got some iceskating photos to upload but another day eh? haha myra wants to use i type so long alr. ahhaa okays byebye!




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Thursday, September 06, 2007



la la la
tmr is prodots competition! wish me good luck!
though i said i didnt want to win. but now like,
if we win it will be so cool!!

hmmm

let me ask you,

have you ever thought about a person so much that you were wondering what he or she is doing? whether or not the person is just beside you?


i guess many answers would be yes, just like how when your young, you would wonder what your parents were doing when they were out?

then have you ever thought about someone which you dont even know, example.. your idol? what they were doing? would they be sleeping? because of the time difference? or would your idol be singing, or dancing? just at that very moment you wouldn't know.

but isnt this so amazing? every one on this earth is living together at the same time, same earth, but the only thing is that we are living so far apart from each other that we dont noe each other. and since there is so many people on this earth, probably, zillon gillons of us, dont you have a feeling that at least one every other person is dying at the snap of your finger? isnt this scary? every second, anything is happening, someone is eating donut, someone is snoring, someone is yawning, someone is digging their nose?

yesterday, i went to vanessa house, haha to study, not much of it though. but NVM haha after dawn left. we totally slacked.haha. we went to play eugene's board game. started to take jump shots. then TYING EACH OTHER's HAIR!!! hahaha so funny. if i get the pictures from vanessa, i will show you peeps. haha so fun!((:

i dont get how guys can look geeky cool but not girls.HMPFH. not fair. hah! i want to be geeky cool too!!((: hahaaa.

HOMEWORK IS A DAMNED THING.
haven done so much and i need to do BMA. WAHHHH....

oh during our prodots meeting we were cam whoring too! weee let me show you some! ahah we used the picture for the presentation okay!




well thats all i have so far.

TERR AAAAAA





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Sunday, September 02, 2007


i have a spliting headache!!!
i think its the french braids, i dont usually tie it so tighty.but since it was the perfromance, i had to do it.and i actually spelt with it on, it made it worse!

golly-polly
oopsy-daisy

VEE and I went to island again after the performance for icecream obviously. then i saw valerie, from pri sch.. hahaa hmmm welli didnt see her, she did! haha(: ya hi and bye.. so vee and i contiune to crap and i cam eup with the idea for making our wishlist, so we stole paper and crayons and went to macs, because vee wanted FRIES. yup and i tink i ended up eating most of it. CAN U BELIEVE IT. ahhaa. i am such a fat pig! so we la la la, then until vee parents called then she wanted to send me home because i was half asleep! so ya! so nice right! haha THANKS VEE like a MILLION! and VEE's PARENTS.

yupp then i slept till late late like 6 plus. ahhaha. 3 hours of full comfy sleep! i BET VEE IS SLEEPING NOW. time check: 9 10pm.

hmmm yesterday was fun. i met new frens, CLEO and YAN YEE. not forgetting abigail and beverly at vanessas party yesterday. haha they are so funny. "errrrrrrrrrr... and a 1 and 2 and 3 and 4 and 1 and 2 and 3 and 4" haha look at their actions. so cute la. and yanyees most probably face. so funny. they are probably a once a year time friends.(: annual hhaa

anyway.
happy birthday vanessa and eugene
( well early birthday)
i saw you in the morning
and i told that it wont work,
you turned your head
to shed a tear.
why have i made you into this state
oh gosh.
i regret,
but i cant help to say that the burden is gone

you lifted my chin,
and cried
i said sorry and left
without a word

WHY
i heard u scream,
dont cry
because its the right decision




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